Life is short

Monday, March 27, 2006

How everything falls in place for a day like this.

I have received back 2 of my block test papers. Chemistry and maths , both F. Everyone's moving forward, i don't know why im moving in the opposite direction. If working hard gives such results,i would rather wish i didn't work as hard. I tried, but im tired. Watching others getting much better results, i feel stupid.
Today is one of my worse day ever. Woke up the usual time in the morning and missed my bus to the interchange. Missed another bus and i thought i was going to be late due to the possiblity of jam.So i went outside,hoping to get a cab.Not a single cab in 30 mins,all taxi booking lines are engaged. In the end had to take bus. Went to breakfast at mac before going to sch. I was pointed out my garnesh for my not so long hair.Maybe he really expects everyone to have a hair of his length.
Chemistry lesson we had to do some reflections to be handed in to ms chua. I thought i can just stay cheerful and get over it.The 10 mins of reflections writing upsets me further.arrrr. I wrote that i tried my best.And what's the point of studying when its bringing no where. She read it and told me what i should do and stuffs.Make sense to me,but give me 30 hrs a day and i'll make it work. I was totally disappointed with myself.
Went to kimage to have a hair cut.It looked horrible and i know it,saw shuyan and jiamin and they started shouting about how horrible my hair was.Imagine spending $25 and getting this kinda hair cut and "advertisment" on the way. What a way to end today. With my mood totally down,i just wanna sleep for 12 hrs and wake up tmr.

~}Dreaming of you @ {7:55 PM}

Monday, March 20, 2006

Demoralization mission a success.

Chemistry block test was horrible. I could recall everything in the lecture notes. Everything was different in the paper. Questions that appeared,never allowed me to apply what i know. Most of the questions make no sense to me. Some of the terms used i have never seen in my entire life. I tried.I struggled. I went through the paper at least 10 times. I still couldn't make any sense out of it. My brain gave up on me. I gave up on my brain too. I sat there and stared into thin air, eventually fell alsleep. That totally demoralised me.
Was it just me who couldn't do the paper? i have no idea.
Have i tried my best? I did.
If studying results in this,not studying might make me feel better.
Maybe it's just me.I have only me to blame.

What killed you,won't give you the chance to be stronger.

~}Dreaming of you @ {9:58 PM}

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Im finally back to blogging after so long. Holidays have never been so fun.Although block test is next week and i haven't really done much,yet i could still go out to have fun. Its starting to make me feel guilty. I watched 3 movies in 4 days with some bowling mates.2 of which wasn't that nice(date movie and dorm).However,final destination 3 was the best. It was so gruesome and bloody. yet it was really nice.lepy getting flashbacks of certain parts of the movie. Some may say the show is for sadists yet i would still wanna watch the movie again. Time pass very fast when we're enjoying.In no time,we will be facing the block test.I can't sit down and study. arrrrr....

~}Dreaming of you @ {9:21 PM}

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Yesterday after bowling training,we went pasta for dinner and guess what we did after that....

neo prints

the mirror outside the lift at plaza sin

In da lift!

Child abuse at staircase

YJ super star having concert at staircase!

Spot the cleaner aunty!(hint:she's holding a broom behind her back)

~}Dreaming of you @ {9:18 PM}