Monday, March 27, 2006
How everything falls in place for a day like this.
I have received back 2 of my block test papers. Chemistry and maths , both F. Everyone's moving forward, i don't know why im moving in the opposite direction. If working hard gives such results,i would rather wish i didn't work as hard. I tried, but im tired. Watching others getting much better results, i feel stupid.Today is one of my worse day ever. Woke up the usual time in the morning and missed my bus to the interchange. Missed another bus and i thought i was going to be late due to the possiblity of jam.So i went outside,hoping to get a cab.Not a single cab in 30 mins,all taxi booking lines are engaged. In the end had to take bus. Went to breakfast at mac before going to sch. I was pointed out my garnesh for my not so long hair.Maybe he really expects everyone to have a hair of his length.Chemistry lesson we had to do some reflections to be handed in to ms chua. I thought i can just stay cheerful and get over it.The 10 mins of reflections writing upsets me further.arrrr. I wrote that i tried my best.And what's the point of studying when its bringing no where. She read it and told me what i should do and stuffs.Make sense to me,but give me 30 hrs a day and i'll make it work. I was totally disappointed with myself.Went to kimage to have a hair cut.It looked horrible and i know it,saw shuyan and jiamin and they started shouting about how horrible my hair was.Imagine spending $25 and getting this kinda hair cut and "advertisment" on the way. What a way to end today. With my mood totally down,i just wanna sleep for 12 hrs and wake up tmr.
~}Dreaming of you @ {7:55 PM}
