Life is short

Monday, March 20, 2006

Demoralization mission a success.

Chemistry block test was horrible. I could recall everything in the lecture notes. Everything was different in the paper. Questions that appeared,never allowed me to apply what i know. Most of the questions make no sense to me. Some of the terms used i have never seen in my entire life. I tried.I struggled. I went through the paper at least 10 times. I still couldn't make any sense out of it. My brain gave up on me. I gave up on my brain too. I sat there and stared into thin air, eventually fell alsleep. That totally demoralised me.
Was it just me who couldn't do the paper? i have no idea.
Have i tried my best? I did.
If studying results in this,not studying might make me feel better.
Maybe it's just me.I have only me to blame.

What killed you,won't give you the chance to be stronger.

~}Dreaming of you @ {9:58 PM}