Life is short

Friday, September 23, 2005

To: Someone special.
You're beautiful
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Fated to meet,yet i can't find the courage to talk to you.
When i eventaully find it,hope you will still be there.

~}Dreaming of you @ {2:50 PM}

Sunday, September 18, 2005

The Alarm Clock

Promos are nearing.In a matter of weeks.4weeks.I'm still rather far from being prepared.It's not the end.I have found my accelerator.The stress and pressure of not doing well in the promos have turned into the driving force for me to do work. I did alot of of work during the weekdays with "bro" and "sis".
However when it comes to weekends,i lost the momentum.This always happens.My weekends are usually spent slacking and recovering from the lack of sleep. I intended to study,but plan was changed due to the lack of discipline and drive.
Consider a alarm clock.It wakes us up from our dreams and bring us back to reality.People usually wouldn't like it when the alarm clock rings.We will always hope that we have more time to rest.
However have we ever appreciated the alarm clock?Without it,we won't be able wake up in the early mornings.Precious time would then be wasted.
In times of nearing examination periods,teachers are like alarm clocks.They "ring" by nagging or scolding us.Some,however talk to us nicely or continually motivate us.We sometimes find them irriating or annoying like the alarm clock.But soon we will realise that we were lucky to have the "alarm clock".To wake us up in time so we had enough time for the day(prepare for promos). Without them,we would still be in our dreams,dreaming of how to do well in promos.They brought us back to reality.
Thanks teachers :)
Cheers!

~}Dreaming of you @ {1:33 PM}

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Where's the accelerator?

I promised myself to study.Now its the last 2 days of the holidays, i realised that i haven't achieved much.I wasted percious time either gaming or hanging out.I am still left with the huge pile of homework,with negligible work done. I kept telling myself to do work, but i couldn't even resist the slighest temptation that caused me to deviate from the path of getting work done.
Yesterday,i went school at 8am for consultation with mr sim.He even gave us a ride to northpoint for our breakfast. Went bowling with jos at victor's superbowl.Just felt like going bowling all of a sudden.Lost the drive to do any school work.Another wasted day.
I stayed home today,managed to do maths.Wasn't much though.
Hopefully i will find the motivation soon enough for me do well in the coming promos.

~}Dreaming of you @ {1:04 PM}

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Expectations or disappointments?

September holidays are finally here.I don't feel the holiday mood.Chemistry tutorials on monday and tuesday.Went to woodlands library with brothers and sista to study yesterday.Wasen't feeling good.Body feeling very weak.Felt like fever.Pandaol went in and that's it.I slept at the library.
Still felt sick today.Took panadol in the morning and forced myself to go for the tutorial lesson.Didn't learnt much at the lesson though.Mind wasn't there.
Joshua was at my house today.Instead of studying,we were playing on my xbox. Another tutorial tmr.Physics this time.Physics is supposed to be my favourite subject.But i haven't touched it for some time.Maths is draining away my time and energy.I just can't pull up my grades.Im trying all i can.But i can't neglect my other subjects.
I can't blame anyone for my untalented brain.I make do of what i have and give my best shot.Maybe my best is not good enough,at least i can raise my head and say i have done my best.
*When there are no expectations,there are no disappointments.*
I rather there be disappointments than not having any expectations.

~}Dreaming of you @ {2:56 PM}

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Photos for your viewing pleasure.

Firstly,we have this handsome young man for girls' viewing pleasure.

Our beloved Maths teacher!
Ah nam!~
Profile:
18 years old,serving NS(look at the hair).

Next,I just discovered that my brother has a twin.

So now we have 2 twins in 115.

Madina and her twin.

Oops,we have a family photo.Not just twins.

Family photo

Snow white look alike.

Nicky,snow white of 115.

Special thanks to nicky and madina for letting me take those photos.And our beloved Mr Sim,whom the picture i took without his permission.

~}Dreaming of you @ {11:34 AM}

Saturday, September 03, 2005

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"If you see any suspicious article,please inform any of our staff or call 999"
I was waiting for nic as usual at the mrt station to go for bowling training.He was late as usual,same excuse,traffic jam.He even used the same excuse when he took train,or he will just blame it on the train for being slow or took too long to arrive.Didn't he realised that i took train too and still be on time?
I was leaning against the wall,when i heard the announcement.I recalled the london bombing.The terrorists didn't leave their bombs lying around and walked off.They carried the bombs with them till detonation.This sets me thinking whether Singapore is really safe from terrorist.Maybe those precautionary measures might work as deterrence.
Next week will be only last week for cca.sure im gonna miss bowling.
Holidays are here at last.It's actually a period for us to do homework at home and do some catching up.Extra lessons from mon to wed.Some holidays i got.I think no one would be enjoying this break unless they really love doing homework.
Promos are near.Stress and tensions are building up.Hope we will all get through this together as a class.Sadly,i dont see class spirit.No one wants arts subjects. Can we get though this as a class?or do we have people fighting to defend their own asses,leaving others to die?

*True colours are shown in times of trouble*

~}Dreaming of you @ {2:59 PM}