Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Expectations or disappointments?
September holidays are finally here.I don't feel the holiday mood.Chemistry tutorials on monday and tuesday.Went to woodlands library with brothers and sista to study yesterday.Wasen't feeling good.Body feeling very weak.Felt like fever.Pandaol went in and that's it.I slept at the library.
Still felt sick today.Took panadol in the morning and forced myself to go for the tutorial lesson.Didn't learnt much at the lesson though.Mind wasn't there. Joshua was at my house today.Instead of studying,we were playing on my xbox. Another tutorial tmr.Physics this time.Physics is supposed to be my favourite subject.But i haven't touched it for some time.Maths is draining away my time and energy.I just can't pull up my grades.Im trying all i can.But i can't neglect my other subjects.I can't blame anyone for my untalented brain.I make do of what i have and give my best shot.Maybe my best is not good enough,at least i can raise my head and say i have done my best.*When there are no expectations,there are no disappointments.*I rather there be disappointments than not having any expectations.
~}Dreaming of you @ {2:56 PM}
