Life is short

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Now i see moon,not stars

3D trigo drives me crazy..i admit its fun doing it..but its frustrating when u can't see it or just can't solve it.Stayed at the study centre till 7.did only 3 qns.Jos and nic even threatened to send me to IMH for the lame things i said while doing tutorial such as:"I don't see stars anymore,now i see the moon!".haha..well, you havent lost me!im still normal.i think.
Tmr's teachers' day eve.and we won't be able to enjoy the half-day.We have a late-comer and have to stay in school till 3pm instead of 10am. That's 5 hrs!and since teachers won't be around,there won't be lessons,so its like 5 hrs of dentention? There's only "all for one" and not "one for all" here.

~}Dreaming of you @ {12:36 PM}

Monday, August 29, 2005

Does it pay to be kind?

I used to think singaporeans are generous until the day we did flag day for the CIP hours.The class was splited into three locations at orchard.I was at far east with my brothers and sisters.It was the "tapestry" that was going on.Many bands get to perform for a duration of 30 mins each.Some with reaelly great songs.We were carrying tins collecting donations and "selling" lanyards.Many people were relactant to donate.Is it because of the NKF incident that people lost trust in charitable organisations? i wouldn't be doing the flag day if it was for nkf too.however that was for the Lion's home for elders. i sold less than 10 lanyards in a duration of 7 hours.Lanyards were acutally given to people who donated more than $2. Madina was so charming that she sold quite a lot and even helped us to sell some.It is so difficult to even stop and give just a little to help others?Maybe its the thoughts that count.Just giving maybe a ten cents each if accumlated would be able to help others.Sad to say,people are just unwilling to even give their coins.Saving that might allow them to use the toliet for a few times?when toilets nowdays are actually free to use. Next was the lack of volunteers.lesser people are willing to help anymore.I wonder what will happen to the event if we weren't there to help.The staff,other than giving instructions to us,most of the time were sitting there watching performance while we were under the sun asking for donations.They even asked us to stay for another hour when we were supposed to be doing 6 hrs only.so we thought,it was just another hour,we stayed.They even requested for us to stay till the end of the event,because of the lack of volunteers.should i call that taking advantage of us? We even helped them to inflat ballons.Poor brothers left with painful fingers from tying the ballons. I left with a painful butt.Jos and i tried to catch a ballon what was flying off.we bumped and i fell on my butt.My butt hurts till now.
Sun.I fell sick again.First was headach.next was flu.not recovering even from taking medicine.There goes my weekends.
*Does it pay to be kind?*

~}Dreaming of you @ {2:15 PM}

Friday, August 26, 2005

My "self " left me

I completed 3 tutorials in 3 days.Man!the deadlines are just so tight.Let's start from tue.We,the sisters,were studying with our brothers at BK again.This time we were more productive.We managed to complete tutorial 10.1 and GP assignment.It was fun studying with them.A little joke once a while added spices while we were doing the tutorial and kept us going as time flies along with us.
Wed.Bowling training.First part of the training was boring was we were doing the usual 1 or 3 step delivery.Last part was great when we get to try either spinner or hook.I tried hook,as i long wanted to try.It wasn't easy as the ball keeps going into the drain.Exciting though when i had prayed for the ball the make a turn when it was about to enter the drain.I managed to get the ball to hook a little,but most of the time it would go into the drain.Odds of successful attempts 1:10. Exhausted after training,i did my tutorial 9.3 at an opportunity cost of my sleep.
Today(thurs): Wasn't too sleepy today,was awake during chemistry lecture.Amazing. School ended at 2 today.Went home and rest/slept till 7.30.And did my phy tutorial 9.
Apologies goes out to those whom i have offended these few days with my foul temper or stupid actions.
Frustrations and stress got into me.and im not handling well enough.
I walk with heavy footsteps.My heart's heavy.Blame it on the gravity for gripping onto it,pulling it down.all the way down..When will i be able to free myself from the grip.Does being optimistic help? Perhapes i will try. I need to go back to my old self..Should i use a time machine to go back in time or should i look ahead then change for the better while i let time heal everything? I choose the latter.

*Does screwing up chemistry practical means blowing up the lab?*

~}Dreaming of you @ {2:22 PM}

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Laughter's the best medicine!

A man and a women got married and they are in their bedroom.The wife went to bath and came out with a robe.
Husband :"you can take off the robe now,we are now married."
The wife took off the robe.the husband was amazed,
Husband: "i want to take pictures so that im able to keep it by my side" .
Next the husband went to bath and came out a robe too.
Wife :"You can take off the robe too, we are married." ..The husband did so. Wife:" wow...i want to take pictures too!"
Husband:"why?"
Wife:" i want to get it enlarged! "

Courtesy of 987fm

~}Dreaming of you @ {11:48 AM}

Lost

Today's physics test.MCQ was kinda tough.I was enjoying myself during the test, playing guessing games. Probability's 25% each. SEQ was manageable.Hope that it will pull up my score by a little. PE lesson was never that slack before.We get to play games,mainly because the other classes are still taking their 2.4 run. We had a mini physics class test.We were discussing and sharing answers "secretly". I went home relatively early today.Had to do the CA3 corrections and hopefully have time for tutorial 9.3.Another reason was that i wanted to be alone.
Everything around me are moving so fast.i'm not moving fast enough to catch up.the world left me behind while im catching my breath.I need to know what to do next....

*It's always good to take a step back to look at things when you get lost*

~}Dreaming of you @ {11:40 AM}

Monday, August 22, 2005

I know what u did(to the calculator)last Summer!

We did project work WR in sch and later went to BK to study.Wasen't really studying.Most of the time were spent of talking.And making fun of how wanjing abused the calculator.She was staring in thin air and punching the calculator with her fingers..next we learnt how to do intergration with calculator.Wanjing claimed that her claculator couldn't do it.She started hitting the calculator against her palm."My calculator's not working~!" In fact,the calculator's in perfect working condition.
After that was shopping around orchard.Finally gotten my big billabong pencil case.There wasen't alot of choices.
Today.Had to study for physics test test tmr.Only had time for chapter 8.so i will just hope that they will test on chapter 8 only?haha..which will never happen..
*Isit always good to be optimistic?*

~}Dreaming of you @ {1:12 PM}

Saturday, August 20, 2005

A better tomorrow.

First was my maths test.Gotten a F grade.Maybe it was because i didn't put in enough effort?or just lack of talent in maths? I should do something about it. Next was SPA.I couldn't finish the paper.Wasted alot of time setting up the experiment.And the examiner was walking behind me as if he was hoping that i would do something wrong so he was able to record it down?.How i wish i could tell him to get off my back...I didnt do the part on the rubber thingy.I knew how to do it,i think.but i had one min left when i wanted to attempt the question.oh well...What's done is done.Nothing i can do lo.Gramble or feeling sad wouldn't do me any good. *Tmr will always be a better day*I will look ahead.Its the weekends!

Food for thought
*Blowing out other's candle does not make yours brighter*

~}Dreaming of you @ {2:33 PM}

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Memory's Fading

Yesterday was fun.Went gym to run and arcade after that. Hate waking up early in the morning but for the sake of the Napfa test,i dont really have a choice.haha..After that i was supposed to do some revision for the maths test today with jiamin.But ended up at the esplanade.
Today's maths test was another disater.I even forgot the basic formula of trigo.Cot=?..sec=?...Cosec=?...i just couldn't recall.haha...the paper's kinda difficult to me.Doubt im gonna pass. My sore throat just got worse,which makes talking painful......

~}Dreaming of you @ {9:17 AM}

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Muthu's curry!

There was no bowling training today.A chance to wake up late.I did made use of the chance and crawled out of my bed at 1.00pm.Slept for about 11hrs.Was crapping with jiamin till bout 2 last night.She's a "shy" girl.lolz..knew her through bowling..one very cute girl.haha.. I was still feeling sleepy after sleeping for 11hrs..maybe it was because of sleeping too long?..work up and lunch was already ready.how nice. wanted to study.but ended up using the com and slacking..Dinner time was great.Went out with my parents to dine at my favourite place,Muthu's curry.The food there are nice.Love curry and the cheese nam(indian bread that looks like prata).you guys should try it out there.Its at serangoon i think.It has nice interior,a beautiful place to dine.Higly reommanded!haha...ate alot and im still feeling full now. Guess im gonna be online chatting again tonite...haha...

~}Dreaming of you @ {12:42 AM}

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Library without tables

11/8.thurs.
the extra tutorials were cancelled but we have another lecture for the test correction from 5-6.so we(nic,zr,cy,ryan,pax,jas,mad,jing,me) sembawang for mos.i think it was mad's idea.i don mind going there actually but still i prefer mac or kfc.haha..but majority wins..we went there and i had a fish burger meal..it was nice..then after that,nic and i went to the sembawang library and we intended to do hw.and we realised that there wasent any tables there!cool...but maybe we were lucky..the computers suppdenly had some connection problems and all the computers were down.so we used the computer tables instead. we went back to sch for the stupid lecture that starts at 5..
12/8.fri
another boring day.nothing special.had sch till 5 as usual.then went straight home and was online until now.and gotten some nice songs from mad..thanks mad!...haha...

*treasure what we have,don't wait till it's gone then we realise how important it is.* affinity or destiny?*

~}Dreaming of you @ {12:36 PM}

Thursday, August 11, 2005

post-national day

Had to wake up early today.At 7..bowling training starts at 9..it sucks when i have to wake up so early on a holiday.It's really rare to have hoildays like this.3 hrs of training was really tiring.We had one lane each to ourselves.The worse part of the training was that we had to hold bowling balls and stay in the finishing move.that is when we had to put all the body weight on our left leg only and had to hold there for one minute. we did it for a couple of times..that was the only time i actually sweat during bowling..my poor leg!!! went kfc as usual with nic and accompanied him for shopping...went home to sleep after that..hate the thought of having to go to school tmr...sch's supposed to end at 2 tmr...but having 2 extra lessons so ending at 530 instead...another tiring day ahead...good luck to me!lolz..zzzz

~}Dreaming of you @ {9:01 AM}

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

National Day?!

We had some national day celebration cum college day cum sports meet yesterday.3 in 1.I dont remember doing anything for national day celebration.Maybe it was just the marching in of the very big state flag,then we sung national atheme,pledge and college song?! Next was some prize presentaion of some awards of i don know what. i only remembered madina giveing me and the rest a massage.lolz..next was the sports meet.it was boring.we didnt stayed there for for long so we walked around the school compound.And i was infested with big red ants.I walked down a drain and i didnt notice the huge group of ants and i stepped over them.they started crawling on me.One got up my pants,another on my neck,a few on my bag and the last one on my hand.gotten 2-3 bites .It hurts man!.how i wish i had a lighter that time.brun brun burn!..lolz...As for the sports meet results...rodney house i think got da last place.so few medals...haha...but it didnt make a difference to me.went arcade with jos till 4..then went home and downloaded songs...
As for today,national day.Im stuck at home.can't find a plcae to go..maybe i will have to find some ways to kill time....

~}Dreaming of you @ {2:40 AM}

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Affinity or destiny?

Bowling training in the morning..After that went PS with nic,and we saw someone there...erhmmmm.....Hard to believe..nic saw her first and told me but i thought he was joking..as we just talked about her not long ago.then i saw it with my own eyes..haha...she didnt see us at first but we stop to give donations to some students doing flag day and we met. I was shy then...LOLz...Didn't talked much and we parted..we went KFC..the staff gave us each a extra piece of chicken by mistake.so we were happily eating until we realised that we couldn't finish as we already upsized it.But still we finished most of it though.What an achievement...went home to sleep after that...it was really tiring after bowling...
Went out with my parents at late afternoon to shop for a new dvd recorder and on our way back.We had an accident.It was minor.Due to the test run of fireworks,the expressway was jammed as cars slowed down to watch.When the traffic stopped moving for a while, a car hit into the back of our car. Luckily it wasn't a fast moving car, if not i wouldn't be here typing.lolzzz..After xchanging contacts etc..we went off...The other party was a nice guy though..he admitted his mistake and apologised saying that he was tired and was talking to his friend and caused the accident and offered to pay.and thus things were settled rather fast.

~}Dreaming of you @ {2:40 PM}

Friday, August 05, 2005

Diaster strikes!

I was sick on monday,went home after taking the monday morning test.Test was on chemical bonding and IMF.Total diaster.I saw no link in what i studied the day before and the test.Guess im gonna fail. I basically slept through the day.Gotten a M.C for monday and tuesday.But went to school on tue.Chem prac is kinda important,SPA exam coming..so gotta go sch,feeling better already though.have to rush through my chem tutorial in one day..tiring...
WEd...Nothing much..bowling lesson...sooo boring...went home have to study for maths and physics test....and guess what i got for my maths test?...0/8....after studying for it?..great..wahahhaa

~}Dreaming of you @ {11:27 AM}

Monday, August 01, 2005

Little tips to be a better person

* Cherish what we have today,don't wait till its gone then we start to regret.It's too late.
* Never take someone for granted.The person may be there on times when u need him/her but will never be beside you thoughout your life. Don't wait until he/she is gone then you cherish the person.
*Never cry over spilled milk. Live once, live well and move on.

~}Dreaming of you @ {12:05 PM}

Bad Day

It's a sunday.But im stuck at home. Felt sick the first thing in the morning..and realised that i am having fever...this sucks...remembered that i have to study for chemistry test tmr..2 chapters..i felt worse. so i did studied after watching tv at 4 pm..
Ms luo smsed me...reminded me of the chinese homework we have to do...yucks!..lost the mood to study..i replied her saying i am sick..she told me to rest and try and do the homework after i recovered..i felt so bad..But its important to rest right? so have to leave my homework aside.lolz..Feeling really sleepy now le..gonna knock soon.."ka-boom!"

~}Dreaming of you @ {11:30 AM}