Friday, August 26, 2005
My "self " left me
I completed 3 tutorials in 3 days.Man!the deadlines are just so tight.Let's start from tue.We,the sisters,were studying with our brothers at BK again.This time we were more productive.We managed to complete tutorial 10.1 and GP assignment.It was fun studying with them.A little joke once a while added spices while we were doing the tutorial and kept us going as time flies along with us.
Wed.Bowling training.First part of the training was boring was we were doing the usual 1 or 3 step delivery.Last part was great when we get to try either spinner or hook.I tried hook,as i long wanted to try.It wasn't easy as the ball keeps going into the drain.Exciting though when i had prayed for the ball the make a turn when it was about to enter the drain.I managed to get the ball to hook a little,but most of the time it would go into the drain.Odds of successful attempts 1:10. Exhausted after training,i did my tutorial 9.3 at an opportunity cost of my sleep.
Today(thurs): Wasn't too sleepy today,was awake during chemistry lecture.Amazing. School ended at 2 today.Went home and rest/slept till 7.30.And did my phy tutorial 9.
Apologies goes out to those whom i have offended these few days with my foul temper or stupid actions.
Frustrations and stress got into me.and im not handling well enough.
I walk with heavy footsteps.My heart's heavy.Blame it on the gravity for gripping onto it,pulling it down.all the way down..When will i be able to free myself from the grip.Does being optimistic help? Perhapes i will try. I need to go back to my old self..Should i use a time machine to go back in time or should i look ahead then change for the better while i let time heal everything? I choose the latter.
*Does screwing up chemistry practical means blowing up the lab?*
~}Dreaming of you @ {2:22 PM}
