Friday, January 13, 2006
Brain Freeze
Brain freezeIt has been raining for the past few days.Cool weather indeed.Today was unexpectedly warm.We had 5km run around kathib and yishun during PE lesson. We didnt have much time before we had to attend chem lec at LT.LTs are known for the cold environment.What added to it was,we were all wet from the run.Within 5 mins,everyone was freezing.It was worse than the experience at Snow City.My brain cells froze,fingers were numb,couldn't even concentrate. I finally realised why our school is always low in funds. Electrical bills isn't gonna be low for them.
Im starting to get used to sch,ever since the year end holidays.I hardly have anytime for plain slacking.Homework are flooding.No matter how hard i try,there will never be a "no-homework-day" Even if there is,let's not forget the tests/exams. 2 Weeks since school reopened,next 2 weeks are the test weeks.There goes our weekends again. Life's at the beginning of the year's so busy already,what will happen to us nearing the "A''s? Maybe it is good to keep us on track early than let us do last minute work.But imagine one whole year of non-stop work.Not many will be able to take it. Maybe i have too high expectations of myself.I can't seem to meet my own expectations.Ever since the disappointing promo results,i promised myself to work hard.Im only starting to keep to my promise when my brain's throwing temper.
Now the weekends are here,a break in time for my brain. A time for me to sort out my thoughts.Reflection time.Time to let go of my frustrations i have been holding on.
The Worst human life formSelf-pity is the worst quality we can have.Expecting others to pity you is the worst of the worst.
Attention should be gained through fame and not from that kind of pity that others give you.
The worst personality i have seen is one that have so much self-pity that the person expects others to pity him/her.When others others don't,they turn into attention seekers and do stupid things to gain your attention.
~}Dreaming of you @ {11:31 PM}