Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Bowling pains.
Introducing my wife.My first bowling ball drilled to fit me.She weighs 13lbs. Bowling is perpahs the cause for the chaos in my muscles. I have been feeling slight pain in the chest muscles since fri.That worsen yesterday morning.But but pain wasn't that bad,so i went bowling. In the night, the pain was totally unbearable.I couldn't sleep, every breath hurts, every movement caused a sharp pain. I went to the doctor's.The doctor said something about the muscle.It wasn't just muscle ach.It was give 4 types of medicine(Some of it for stomach?!).Forced to exchange them for $74. I spent a total of $500 in a day(400 for bowling equipments,74 doc and 25 for a new hair cut). A little of heartpain but wasn't as bad as the chest.I hope to recover real soon,so i could bring my wife out to where she belongs(Bowling alley).I had this dream the last 2 nite.I shall not go into details.It was about my mother.Something happened to her.I woke up the next morning and still remember this dream.I sat down and thought about it and realised how much i didn't cherish her.I took her for granted.But its better to realise it now than never.I learnt the lesson which may change my life.I thought about the issue of trust.How readily should we trust the people we know? I have known people who just breach the trust people gave to them,without knowing the consequences.Trust enables people to get things done with greater ease,no doubt about it.Breaching of the trust will not only hurt the friendship/partnership,it shows alot about the person's character.I have been too trusting,easily believing in what others said.I have learnt not to.A little consideration first will do some help.The relationship:the more knowledge we possess,the less we trust.A positive example, The driller for my ball i went to yesterday,told me to trust him.I did as i knew nothing about drilling of the ball.He did a good job.My dad learnt many painful lessons by trusting others easily,i will not follow his footsteps.Trusting at the right time is good.Trusting at the wrong time brings disaster.*Bowling is for life,life is about bowling,my life is bowling.*
~}Dreaming of you @ {11:13 AM}
